Happy?

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Have been asked alot recently what have I been doing….are you happy they say…reminds me now as I type of Pharell Williams song….humming it as I type…

What exactly is happy? Content….fulfilled….blessed….??
A job we enjoy ….a family….perhaps a new home or car??

I read the news or watch current events on tv and see how much is happening in the world and its in those moments that I say to myself…Im so very blessed….my problems are nothing in the big picture….

I listen and see friends….complaining of their children….their jobs…about themselves….and I think….yea…I guess I am happy….

there are times I guess when my mind wanders….to simpler times….to quieter times in my life….sometimes I miss those times…then my name is called or the puppies need to pee or the phone rings and I am snapped back to reality…

I havent written for awhile….not because anything is wrong but simply because I havent had the time or unless I have something deep to say…I keep it to myself…lol

I then remembered one reason I keep this blog is to remember things….things about my princess…things I always want to remember….to share with her one day….so tonight I take a moment…to reflect….

Mothers Day is this weekend….there has been nothing in my life as fulfilling as being a mom….nothing even compares…I miss my mother all the time….wishing she was still with us…she wasnt perfect….no one is….but she loved my daughter and I miss seeing them together…

If she were here I would tell her how our K has blossomed this year….how tall she is….how having a wonderful teacher has brought out this beautiful student….we struggled so much last year…she hated school…..hated her teacher….homework was worse than pulling teeth but this year….straight A student….heading to middle school and placed in a double accelerated math program….reading beyond her years…..such a breath of fresh air as a student…

Still loves horses…..big horse show coming Memorial weekend….my sister is coming to stay and go to the show….K is so excited that someone is coming to watch….she is recovering from a broken wrist that happened in February while roller skating….was a very long 8 weeks with no activities but we are back to our full and busy schedule….I kinda missed it….

I am always amazed at her…..singing and listening to music all the time….mostly hip hop but I heard some Fall Out Boy today on her ipod….cool….she is big into fashion….still loves her collection of shoes….we dip dyed her hair in Kool Aid couple weeks ago…so yea…she has red tips right now…should just wash out in another week or so….but she has enjoyed doing something different…

She would kill me for this but….hey….its memories….lol….but she at age 10 has begun having a menstrual cycle….I only mention it….because omg….her hormones are outrageous….tell me I did NOT act this way…..she mostly cries….over the simplest of things….an hour once about a book….last month….we got this urge to watch The Little Mermaid for the first time in years and yep…she cried….bawled is more like it….

So back to the title of this blog….

Happy??

Even though sometimes, for a fleeting moment, I may wish to be on a Caribbean island….alone in the sun and sand….I know I wouldnt if I had the chance….I am doing what I need to be doing….I am enjoying what I am doing…..and i cant imagine doing anything else….my life is filled with love …so yea….

I am happy…

Happy Mothers Day and dont think too awfully hard about life….

Just live it….
and Be Happy…

(singing that tune still….if I knew how to post Itunes I would …lol)

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8 thoughts on “Happy?

  1. saffy says:

    *smiles* This gave me the warm fuzzies xxx

  2. Duma Key says:

    The eternal quest for happiness, I often wonder if it is an inherent part of the human condition never to actually be happy.
    I guess we seek the eternal happiness, everybody seeks it in there own way often I find myself pondering the same question, am I happy? What is it that I seek, was I ever happy.
    Nice to see the love and bond you share with your daughter, those memory’s and moments will shape and define her future, often in my dark childhood, I longed for moments like these and as an adult missing that in childhood, leaves an empty imprint.
    Nice to read your words once more and have fun at the show.

  3. Happiness is sharing family time.. Understanding that the simpleness of being close is all that matters…
    Its good your daughter is doing so well… And I am sure your Mother see’s how your K is growing and no doubt is at her shoulder ..
    Life is for living.. and I am so happy you are enjoying your moments being Happy. 🙂

    Much Love dear Summer.. so good to see this .. and thank you so much for your visit.. It was a lovely surprise 🙂 xxx

  4. Samanthamj says:

    =) Hello old friend… It’s good to read your stuff again. I hope you are still feeling happy… =)

    For you…

    • summerrain63 says:

      AAhhhhh….I finally get here to find the video…yeaa…thank you…yes…still happy just had busy summer…hope you are well yourself…your the one that has had some challenges…is good to see you…thanks again for video…

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